Well. My radio show just got pulled off the air. Due to my southern accent, and my braces + bite plate which in turn, creates a bad lisp, and makes me have bad mispronunciations of artist names and even towns. That was a bad deciding factor in having my show pulled off. Six months, I poured my heart and soul into this. Just for it to be gone like that. And now my boyfriend of a few weeks (FTM) is pregnant. It's my fault, he told me to complete inside him, yet I should have had common sense and pulled out. He is now sad that he has to kill a life instead of birthing, and since we live a hour away from one another, it's hard to see each other. He also has things on his mind and negative feelings about me, yet he refuses to tell me. He still loves me, but I feel like this relationship isn't going to last. I just would love to jump off a bridge right now :)