I’m sure someone can relate but I’ve been trying to get into a really good junior-high and one of my best friends is also trying to get into it and ngl I don’t want her to get in. Not only do I want to get in so badly but I want a fresh start and I want to forget about who people think I am at my old school. I’ve been trying really hard to build a good transcript but it’s so worrying that I might not get in my mom also is taking 100000 years to submit an application and it’s stressing me out. The school I’m going to can only take my 1st semester grades because submission deadlines are December 1st so I have to get really good grades and I’ve been struggling in math this unit and I’m worried about my test. I’m so exhausted and stressed and I’ve been sick for like 2 weeks straight so I’m constantly uncomfortable. I just want to lie down in a big open field and close my eyes and let the wind blow on my face. I can’t keep doing this I’m exhausted and I’m tired of being tired.