i know things will get better eventually, but i’m tired of waiting. “eventually” is four years until i can move out. i don’t want to spend four more years in my own personal hell. i feel trapped in my own life and i hate everything around me so fucking much. i hate my school, i don’t have any real friends because i hate everyone there, i hate my town, and i hate myself. i’m so tired of everything i just want to go to sleep and never wake up