i don’t mean this in like an attention seeking way but sometimes i genuinely wonder what it’s like to be a normal person. like one that has a stable home life and no mental illnesses or anything like that like they’re completely normal. i’m not saying like normal people can’t have problems but like i wonder what it’s like to not live in a constant state of anxiety or what it’s like to not know what it’s like to cut yourself or something or like what it’s like to want to die like you’re actually telling me some people don’t consider doing it every once in a while?? some people are able to focus on command without having to procrastinate a full 5+ hours beforehand?? and when they like something it doesn’t consume their entire life and become their personality like they don’t think about it every second of the day?it’s kinda crazy to me how there may very well be some people out there like that i wish with allllll my heart i could be like that i really do