maaaany years ago i was diagnosis with depression and anxiety but i never really thought much of it bc my mom said it was just the hospital trying to make more money and as of a few years ago all the bad feelings were gone but now they’re back and worse than ever before i think idk but it’s bad and there’s literally ALWAYS this huge pit in my stomach and im always so like idk how to describe it it’s like fear but not the kind you feel when you’re watching a scary movie or smt idk it’s more so like you’re about to take the biggest most difficult exam of your life and if you fail you die or smt and i just always feel that way and i want it to stop because it seriously never ends and i want it to stop i wish i could go back to last year when i was so much happier like i can’t even put it into words how badly i want it to stop because it’s actually eating me alive like literally today i was trying to work but it got so bad it actually HURT and i just sat there and it was horrible i hate it