I feel nothing and so bored of everything like js so numb I’m losing my self and I’m scared bc I feel like I’m losing my memories idk how to explain especially the past year it’s like a blank I don’t even I’m losing all emotional connection with my self and my memories.I write my feelings down so I know if I’m js feeling depressed today or it’s been happening for the past 2 years.I can’t stop sh i js can’t i think abt it sm I do it in school I do when I’m home I don’t even want to get better bc its what keeps me alive.