NO. NO NO NONONONONONONONONONO NONONO. PLEASE. DAMN IT. FUCK. FUCK MY LIFE. DAMN IT. DAMN IT. FUCK. I FUCKED UP. I CANT STOP HER. SHE'S GONNA DIE TONIGHT AND I CANT GET HER TO STOP. DAMN IT. SHIT. I FAILED. I AM FAILING. SHE MIGHT NOT MAKE IT TO MORNING AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT. I failed at being her friend. I can't stop her from this. - M.