I was excited to lose my virginity. At the time, nothing abundantly horrible had happened in my life, so I was overly trusting and extremely naive. I entered my first sexual encounter with a twinge of fear that it may be awkward, and didn’t consider that anything more sinister could possibly occur. When he put it in, I felt a sharp, stinging pain and immediately started crying. When I begged him to stop, he put a hand over my mouth and thrusted harder while saying something to the effect of “it’ll stop hurting soon.” When he was almost finished, he straddled my chest and started forcefully fucking my mouth, smearing my face with my own blood. When it was over, he wiped my blood off of his flaccid penis with his roommates Buccee’s blanket and said “are you sure you haven’t sucked dick before?” while grinning. This happened long ago, but I’ve been reading about the Cornell 7 and was reminded. I’m devastated for that girl. I hope she finds justice and healing.