I've lost government support at my uni and will have to pay a large sum to be able to repeat a year, i'm a grown woman but can't afford it because i couldn't find a job while studying so i'll have to rely on my parents for it, i know we more than have the financial stability to afford it and i should consider myself lucky for that but i feel so trapped now, i feel like i can't say no to anything to them because of the financial support and i feel like a complete loser for not being in a situation where i can afford to pay it off myself, it just sucks so hard and i don't even know what to do i dont even like what i'm studying i dont even want the degree but we have basically no options where i'm from and i just settled on something that would cost the least and guarantee me a job after, i couldn't go overseas for anything i'd actually like because it's just so insanely expensive and i don't wanna indirectly be stuck in the spot im in now either. i feel like vomiting honestly