I’m so fucking stress I have so much school work, sports, and just trying to keep up with friends and life I’m falling apart I spend 13 hours a week at soccer just for my teammates to blame me for losing because I’m the goalie I have one day off a week I’m so fucking tired but I’m trying my best to be good I drink so many Red Bulls a day to stay awake from school just to go to soccer and get yelled at just to go home and go back to school and deal with my friends and their problems. They always tell me that goalie is easy and I’m just being lazy but I broke my wrist and still I show up and try and half of them don’t even try to go to practice. My teachers give me crazy amount of work for just one week and I ask my counselor to drop out of one class to lessen my workload yet apparently it’s impossible to do without my transcript taking a massive hit. I’m going to break soon if somethings doesn’t change.