I don’t know that I can do this anymore. I feel like I wasted what should have been “the best years of my life” trying to be with someone who doesn’t like me but now we’re both in too deep a house , cats together, debt together that’s I can’t leave. I also do so poorly on my own and I have no friends or close family. I feel so lost. Maybe I’m just the problem. I’m almost 30 but I feel like I had to grow up so fast to be who everyone wanted me to be. I’m so tired .