I'm very, very burnt out. Its not just from school, its everywhere. From family, friends, appearance, and social expectations. My family wants me to do swimming, but I genuinely hate doing it. Every time I swim I feel like I'm drowning. Plus, its so embarrassing because everyone else in the pool is so good while I can't even reach the bottom of the pool. To add, I keep getting cramps when I swim. But then when I ask my parents if I can just do a different sport they say I can't because I'm too fat and need to swim. Which brings me to friends, appearance, and social expectations. Tbh, I'm pretty much the DUFF in the friend group. I wish I was pretty so everyone would like me. I feel like the only reason I tend to be the target of teachers is because I'm ugly, fat, and have darker skin, which really hurts. Everyone comments on my weight and skin color. anw, ty yall, u guys dabest