I moved back to my home country after staying in the US for basically my whole childhood. It's been two years and I feel like no matter how much I do it's never enough to catch up. I have to take a national entrance exam next year with only three years of learning the language here, and I can't get any points added at all because of my visa status while I was in the US. no matter what I do it never feels like enough, and my brain keeps telling me that it's fair when other people can literally get points added just because they have different ancestry. I don't know if I can get into a good school next year- I can't even freaking read enough words to pass language exams
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