i love being someone people can vent to because im good at it, and because i want them to feel better, but no one asks how i feel and i have my own problems that i keep trying to juggle while holding on the everyone’s secrets. it weighs on me so much and i just want to tell everyone to shut up because i can’t take it but i don’t want to seem like a bad friend. I can’t even get rid of the pressure of my own problems because i feel like im burdening someone whenever i talk about the smallest thing i feel. venting is supposed to make me feel better but everytime i do i feel like things get worse. then I think about all this and feel selfish because im thinking about myself and my parents made me feel like any thoughts about myself made me selfish and that makes me feel dramatic and like a horrible person