I think my mom is a fucking manipulator so that isn't fun another thing that isn't fun is being in the closet about politucal beliefs religious beliefs sexuality gender identity hatred mental health struggles all at once I've never fucking told a soul about most of that and no parents know none of it a few close friends know my sexuality I'll tell anyone I'm not related to my political beliefs I don't have a fuck I'm loud about that I do have to be somewhat careful about who I tell because my mom works at my school and shit flies and my atheism I won't lie to someone about it but somehow I've found it very very fucking difficult to answer when somekne asks "do you believe in god" at school like why can't ibjust say "no" why do I always dodge the fucking question gladly most people know I'm an atheist anyway I often veg impilses to tell my family "I'm bisexual, I dint believe in god, and fuck trump. Congrats you have failed as parents!" But I won't I can't and I hate myself for it all