When I was in fucking 7th grade I think I don't even remember all this that well bit I know at some point when i was like 11 or smth I completley decinstructed from Christianity and harmful hateful cinservatives beliefs and I am not a fuckin 15 yeah old liberal bisexual atheist and apparently the realization that everything you've ever been told or believed was nothing more than a FUCKING LIE really fucks a person up and I don't know what yhe fuck to do about that I BARELY REMEMBER MIDDLE SCHOOL AT ALL how the fuck is that?! I can remember some specific snapshots I can remember that I was Marlin in Finding Nemo Jr but looking at that recording I realize I don't remember half of that what the fuck is wrong with me I don't want to confront all that shit j want it to fucking die and be buried or whatever the fuck but I get like random flashbacks to middle school at that god awful christian school and I FUCKINH HATE IT they are always the worst fucking memories to god damn it I'm fucked