So it's my first time venting, and I am going crazy not js a bit but a whole buch of craziness. Idk but I feel like te reason for me to ho crazy is tht I don't hv anyone to say anything 🙃. Nd it's exhausting so much to the point I am going crazy. I can't tell anyone wt my goals r, wt my life is rn, how I want it etc etc. I hv lost myself in te last 2y myb bcz I lost my sister n te trust I built w my parents. I was such a lively kid back tn but idk y I'm like ts now it feels totally different I feel like I'm someone else, js a person w no one to rely. I've had a lot of ppl coming to me but ty js use me n go. It's making me tired. I've lost Mu confidence, my honour, my memories r blur nd most importantly te trust I had w myself js bcz I was commented. Family, friends, random people all comment on me tht trolls all of my thoughts tht juggle themselves to the point idk wt I will do I can't control my mind nd te scariest part Is ik tht I'm going crazy I an well aware🙃