This is my last year in this high school because im probably moving away to finish my last two years of school in another city, I live very far away from my current school and there are no buses, its difficult to get to school but somehow I manage it, next year it will get so much harder because of the exams and a lot of free lessons, I feel guilty because I didn't get my driver's licenses when everyone told me but at the same time I actually do want to move away and be avaliable to go to school like every normal teen, have hobbies and do sports after school which rn is not possible, ik it maybe seems selfish from my bsfs side and I will miss her and if I could I would stay with her for sure but im doing this for myself and my future because the city ill move to has the college i want to go to, i feel so lost so idk if im doing the right thing..