lol I don’t even remember why I want to commit I just do idk. My mind is either empty amd unable to focus on emotion but races about insignificant things or I feel overwhelmed with my sadness and emotions to the point I cut or cry myself to sleep. I just don’t want anything to do with myself. I feel so annoyed and disgusted Im like this. It’s not even sad it’s just pathetic honestly I don’t want comfort I want a solution that doesn’t involve other’s pity.