My mother is so infuriating to be around, I'll be having a good conversation with her then I'll be bombarded with all the things she has said or done to me in the past and suddenly I hate her and I kinda want to stab her. I actually just recently got told by my older siblings that for a lot of my life my parents were on drugs and all that fighting, and my mom cheating on my dad, and that codependent attitude and the drama was bc of that and it's completely changed my view on them, I can't hold in this resentment anymore