i wish i wasnt so dependant on my friend. im happy shes leaving to find what she "wants to doin life" but sometimes i cant help but think her choices are bad. i want to support her but i cant help but think of every little way she can get out of this situation. im so mad she didnt sit down and ask me how i would feel about her leaving me on this college journy alone im so mad she never took me into account. im so mad that i just got tossed aside. im extra extra angry that she doesnt check up on me. im so mad that she doesnt even want to talk to me. i feel like im going through so much and i just want to surround myself with the people i love and she is one of those people who i honestly want and need in my life but she makes me feel like needing her is such a cling and bad thing to think and want. i hate that she makes needing her a bad thing. youre my best friend. why would i not need you? why is it so bad to need someone in your life? just because we arent related doesnt me i cant...