i feel like i've already wrecked my life with my depression. i keep isolating myself because it feels like whenever i try to talk to people at college, there's just a disconnect that keeps me from reaching them. i have no friends. haven't had any since elementary school. nobody calls or texts me or talks to me or anything. i just stay at home spiralling into myself. i really just hate myself. i wish i could be different but every time i try to change it only ends up hurting me. i don't know how long i can do this.
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