Rant #24163

Im so tired. I attempted last night and it didn’t fucking work because my wimpy ass didn’t have the balls to endure the pain of choking. Im so tired. Im so tired. Im so tired of it all. I’ve lost all motivation, and no one even knows. Im such a pathetic, selfish, stupid creature. This isn’t a cry for help, or some romanticized sad teen story This is me giving up after a year of trying my fucking hardest.