I wish my mother all the misery in the world. I hope she suffers. I hope she gets abandoned. I hope in her last moments nobody's around her. I hope she ends up hating herself. I hope she is always disliked by anyone she meets. I hope one day she realizes what a horrible of a mother she has been to her child and by the time she does it's too late and she can do ntg but beat herself up then. She does not deserve to be happy. She should've never had a family or a husband, or children. I wish I had no parents and I was an orphan cuz if parents looked like mine I'd rather choose to be an orphan. Fuck u, mom. You're disgusting. Horrible. Sickening. I feel disgusted. You have made me bitter, you have made me live in agony ever since I was a damn baby. You're inhumane. You don't deserve children. You should've been barren. It sucks there's no such thing as a second life. I would've loved to experience what a mother's love and protection felt like. Unfortunately, I was born from u. I hate you.