the girls on my team talk shit about me, one of my close friends spread fake shit about me, my grandparents are back and my grandma tries to sleep in the same bed as me. She used to touch me in my sleep when i was a kid. I had to wear bras to sleep because i knew she was going to do something to me. I forgot my phone at school. My dad picked me up 15 minutes late in the cold. My mom took away my difeser when i wanted it. I have to run a 3k tomorrow for gym class. I have a pep rally tmw and they are saying our names. I have really low confidence. I dont have a real friend. My besfriend talked shit about me to her friend. She said "whose worse? My ex or (me)" and her ex was terrible. She said, "10 things i hate about my ex and ten things i hate about (me)" told her friend when i vented to her about my problems. Told people something i admitted to doing wrong and said more fake stuff that werent true. Told me i was a whore for texting two guys i meet on the same day(she does this)