the girls on my volleyball team talk shit about me, one of my close friends who play the same position as i also spread fake shit about me, and my confidence went to bottom zero again. I hate that i know but they act fine with me. I get super stressed and get a weird feeling in my head that hurts whenever i think of something too much or i have something to do. the day before, i got home from a game at 8 when i go to school at 8 and i had to practice piano. i wasnt even changed out of my uniform and my mom starts telling me alot of stuff and i couldnt focus and i had a weird feeing in my head.