what’s up guys. So I’m only in elementary but idk if I’m doing ok- Like for instance like I think about death often and I hope for it to come soon but I don’t know which feel like this. Like1 I feel my life is perfect so maybe I’m just wanting attention.? And here’s the thing though, I’m still- happy.? I’m not totally numb yet, there’s just times where I can’t even look at myself and it hurts. Idk if I’m forcing these thoughts onto myself cause of the internet but I’ll persevere