Rant #24001

the scars and cuts on my thigh make me think that im just a poor kid. Maybe I'm not supposed to go through all this suffering but here i am. I turned 13 two days ago, on 21 september. I just wanna curl up with a blanket and sleep. I feel too young for all this. All this, trying to kill myself and self harming. I need to die faster, I can't handle this anymore