I relapsed after about a year of being fully clean. And it was for no reason at all, a similar thing happened last march when out of no wear I tried to od for like no reason so I’m nervous that’s happening again and I won’t be able to control myself. I don’t want to do it again but I just got the urge for no reason. And the worst part is that I have a school dance in three days and I have no idea what to do since my dress obviously has no sleeves :/ I mean I’ll try make up and hacks to heal it somewhat if I even make it.
health1 felt this