Thanks for letting me vent. I tried to get pregnant and lost the first baby. Ultrasound said a hole in my amniotic sac. I’m a planner. I wanted 2 babies 2 years apart. I had a successful pregnancy after. And then I was planning the second. I was 4 months pregnant and lost that one. It was bad. I was supposed to get a surgical procedure. But I have anxiety. Probably severe. I started bleeding the day before and I didn’t think I needed the procedure. I’ve never been under and the thought of going under made me lose my shit. I called and they gave me the run around. Said I needed to go in to talk to the dr. Then they said they were going to take my vitals. And I’m still demanding to speak to the dr. And it is a hallway with curtains for everyone waiting for surgery. And they told me to take my close off. I completely lost it. And my poor husband was trying to calm me down. But apparently that got him he dr. There. She told me I could pass the baby on my own and sent me home. Good riddance