I haven't acted on it fully, but I previously struggled with sexual perversions and I merely made a lot of people feel uncomfortable with being so open. I never had those experiences, I've always felt that they were locked. I've oscilated between shame and overexagerated force and bragadaccio. I haven't acted on it, nor touched anyone. It has been reported before, though the police were lenient towards my erratic behavior since there was nothing to prove and I'd later go over my impulses with a therapist in once reciting a meme, the other times were poor impulse control related to having "ADHD". I still think it's an excuse. I've steered dangerously close to the line with making uncomfortable jokes online, with overstepping boundaries without considering others and engaging in roleplay. I've had thoughts of crossing the boundaries further and I feel suicidal because of it. I just want to be in control of myself. I feel like I'd rather have monogamy with someone of legal age.