i dont think my best friend likes me anymore when she first started calling me that too i couldnt believe it i have a long history of severe abandonment trauma and i have tried to kill myself from chronic loneliness. i genuinely thought she was the prayer I begged God years for she doesnt talk to me anymore, we dont text, she doesnt send me tiktoks, never asks to hang out, never even talks to me at practice. and when i do try to talk to her all i get is a "hi" and then i get ignored i really thought that this was finally going to be someone i could call my best friend because every single time someone has asked me "whos your best friend?" the answer is always "I dont know". and every person ive called my best friend never felt the same way about me we used to be close i seriously have no actual friends my life is a fucking joke i just dont know whats so unlikable about me that everyone just leaves i want to tell her how i feel but i feel like itll ruin the last of our friendship