I'm so tired of the people in my life choosing everything over me. My friends stopped talking to me; they ghosted me in the GC. Like I'll say something about my life, someone else says something unrelated, and a conversation starts, and no one cares about what I said. And it's been a full year since I first asked them to hang out after graduation; they always make an excuse. Even for things THEY suggest. My own dad keeps choosing sleep and phone time over me. My boyfriend did the same thing for all 3 months of summer break, so I broke up with him. My dad is doing it too now. He always chooses either his phone, work, or sleep. I don't really think I have any outstanding memories with him because of that damn phone. I feel like my 19th year of life has been wasted, or at least starting with summer up until now, because I've been waiting on other people to do things with me. I just want someone to pursue me, unlike almost everyone else in my life :(