Genuinely,why cant anyone notice what im doing? i have been giving more and more hints that im a su1s1d31 bitch and no one is seeing it. im letting my true self shine more and more,talking about my obsession with the phyc ward and how i only feel safe there. nothing. i c*t mys3lf more obviously in class. nothing. i ta;k about how i js wanna die. NOTHING. i talk about my horrible fantasies about me and my friends(s3xu4ly). NOTHING. WHY. CANTS SOMEONE SEND ME AWAY ALREADY?!?! LET ME BE ALONE IN A ROOM TO DIE. please.