I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO DO ANY OF MY WORK BUT WE KEEP NEEDING TO HOST AND INTERACT WITH PEOPLE WE CAN'T REFUSE OUR RELATIVES BECAUSE IT WILL BE A HUGE MESS BUT I WISH WE HAD PROPER DIAGNOSIS . MY BROTHER SISTER AND MOTHER ARE ALSO GOING CRAZY AND TIRED BECAUSE AFTER WE THINK WE DONT NEED TO ANYMORE, ANOTHER THING COMES UP AND WE HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN WHY ARE WE SO TIRED INTERACTING WITH ANYONE OUTSIDE THE IMMEDIATE FAMILY THE ONLY SPACE WE HAVE AFTER YEARS OF SHARING OUR SPACE WITH RELATIVES AND WE CANT EVEN KEEP IT TO OURSELVES AND. THEY KEEP CRITICIZING THE SPACE AND WHEN THEY STAY THEY HOVER BEHIND US AND WE CANT STAY IN SILENCE OR BE AS ABRUPT IN STARTING AND ENDING CONVERSATIONS LIKE WE AR WHEN ITS JUST US WE HAVE TO PRESENT DIFFERENT LY IN OUR OWN SPACES AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO DO ANT OF MY WORK EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD BE ABLE TO WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHY CANT WE JUST DO OUR WORK REGARDLESS OF OUR SURROUNDINGS ITS SO HARD WHEN IT SHOULDNT BE WHY CANT THEY JUST BELIEVE US