I don't know what's wrong with me and honestly it's pissing me off so badly bc what do you mean anytime I make friends I get paranoid and weird bc a vibe was off one time and now suddenly they hate me or just /friends/ with me bc they pity me ? Why do I feel like I have to change myself so much to the point where I don't even know the real me anymore. I know that gets tiring to deal with and watch , I know I was annoying with that. I just miss my old friends / groups. I hope they are all alright :/ - 🧠
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