i scored rlly less marks in maths and science. But it wasn't always ts way i even used to top my classes but back then i wasn't pretty so i begged the lord to make me pretty and when that didn't work, i asked him to take away my brains but make me pretty instead, so when i meet someone new their first words are u are so pretty but the answer sheets tell me smth else. There is no way i would switch back but it hurtsgetting 30/80 and 37/80 when i never used to go below 60. Then there are some people who are pretty as well as smart, i believe they are favourite kids of the lord and the others have to trade js like me. idek how ts happened considering i stayed up studying for 5 days till 5am but that's the thing, if i work my ass off i get minimal results and if i die working then i get some results. Plus i can't even fuckin smile at my crush, i swear if he talks to me once i will open the doors myself ik it js one hi and i am done i will eat his ears off everyday, i js hope all works out.