because I'm so tired , i will vent all my feelings eh , lately I swear I feel empty as hell like watttt I dunno la we everything I do feels like it doesn't even happen , then the other day I deactivated my tt acc because maybe it's a bit okay after running away from people , tbh that okay feeling is there just not much you know , next I swear I'm disgusted with my friends now , like so sick of looking at their faces but I don't know why , I'm too lazy to type long " so bye