during this past year i’ve struggled with depression due to my my grandma suddenly passing away who i was close with. At first i kept telling myself that was fine but eventually it caught up to me and i lost a lot of interest in everything and stopped wanting to go to school and that ended up with me constantly fighting my parents and i had also lost a lot of friends. Whenever me and my parents fought i would lock myself in my room or bathroom and cry and say to myself “ i wanna kms” over and over again and during that time i would think of different ways of ending my life but i was always to scared to. Eventually after a while of this i finally snapped because of this fight i had with my dad and i had never seen him so angry and i so scared and he said and did things that i had never imagined he would ever say to me or my siblings and he ended up calling the cops on me and even the cops didn't understand. I remember them letting me stay home and i jst laid in bed crying.