hi my name is kira idk where to start but life really isnt looking up right now every night when im alone with my thoughts i just think about how miserable i am i dont think my mom loves me and my dad could care less everyone around me is moving forward in life and im stuck with barely any guidance my parents will say im an adult but treat me like a child when they want im also trans but my parents are extreme christians so you can imagine how theyd react if i came out im too scared to commit suicide but i just want this pain to end ive seen so many videos saying everything gets better when you move out but i feel like even if im able to move out ill still feel like this i just want to feel better idk anymore