Should've known my place to his life in the first place. There's no such thing as 'friendships' between two opposite sex while the other one is married. I'm really sick for crossing the boundary. If he wanted to see me, he would've initiated right? If not, just fuck off. I wanted to focus on my life and what's ahead. Maybe the reason why I keep being stuck is because my world is revolving around men who doesn't even care about me. And it's something that needs to be fixed. Love will find me, once I figured out what I want in life.