I feel like I'm not good enough and he's gonna leave after he wakes up one day and discovers I'm not worth it and I'm not good enough. I need to be more impressive. I need to prove myself. I need to be an impressive person. I want him to be proud to call me his girlfriend. Why can't I just be good at stuff? I look so lame in games compared to everyone else. I just wish I was good at this. And since I'm not he's gonna wake up one day and leave because I'm not enough. I'm not pretty enough, I'm not smart enough, I'm not educated in stuff he knows, I'm just not enough. And I know I'm being dramatic and overreacting like a bitch but I can't help it.