I'm in highschool and I'm going through so much recently. School, friends, and my health are all really bad right now. My whole life, I have this habit where I keep pulling my hair and chewing on it, and that genuienly bothers me so much. Whenever I study, I keep pulling and biting off my hair and I get urges to do this in the middle of my work, which ruins my flow. My hands just cant stay still and I lowk js have a rlly hard time focusing. Because of this, I have terrible grades in all my classes (which are all APs) and I feel like a failure. I also feel disconnected and lowk left out sometimes from my main friends (it feels like a duo in a trio). Somethings that they do annoy me. For example: they plan/do stuff without telling me, or they prioritize guys over me. Another big thing thats bad right now is my sport: cheer. I found passion in stunting but recently because of my coach that has favoritism, Im starting to lose it. I HATE HGIHSCHOOL and im so fucking ready to graduate.