I feel so disgusting. I struggle with basic hygiene, so I struggle to get the energy to shower, brush my teeth, get out of bed, drink water, and stuff like that. I haven’t showered in a few days, and I feel gross. And I was crying one day, and my mom heard, so she came and asked what happened. I told her abt my struggles, and she comforted me, but now she makes jokes abt me being dirty, and honestly, I take those jokes seriously...and now I feel even more insecure and disgusting.