I feel like I’ve been missing out on so many things, esp since I’m in my senior year of highschool. I want to take advantage of the opportunities that are given to me, but I genuinely find it hard to push myself to do those. Lately, I’ve been feeling mentally terrible and having a lot of mood swings. I’ve been thinking about suicide more frequently even though I don’t want to die, and because I know it’ll affect the people around me. I haven’t told anyone about how my mental health has been, not even my relatives or close friends, because I don’t want to be a burden. But sometimes I think about how much better it would be to stop feeling like shit all the time, because once I’m dead I won’t have to worry about anything.
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