i have problems today i went to a family reunion. im 16 years old and i was the only one that age all my cousins are either toddlers or 30-40 year olds so i was already having a bad time. one of my family members talked to me and asked me stuff about my life i told him i want to go into filmmaking and he just kept doubting me and telling me its not gonna happen and i should basically give up. i just mentioned it to my parents and then when i talked about it i just got really emotional for some reason and started crying and then my brother got upset and he called me insecure so i punched him across the face 3 times and i wasnt even thinking like as soon as the words came out of his mouth i didnt even think i just hit him and i didnt realize i was hitting him and i completely disassociated and hes bruised and im just a mess and i wish i beat the shit out of the guy who told me to give up on my dreams. im just tired of people doubting me and i need to let my anger out