Rant #2327

does anyone one feel like theyre being shut out? like my family, they only care about my other siblings and its never about me. Im not talking about small things like sports or toys, its more like my siblings get everything and they just dont care about me i think it may be because my grades are so bad and im just a complete failure or cuz im not like my pretty sister. i honestly just want to spill everything out but no one will even take a minute to acknowledge me or act like im even there. please give me thoughts how do i improve/be a better child?