I hate it. I hate feeling sick so much. I hate my purple fingers, lips, and feet. It got better for a moment, where I didn’t feel so sick - I use to faint at even straightening my damn back on the couch. I have been feeling better though, no longer puking and able to walk without a pain in a head followed with dizziness. Now? Now after I had hope I could be normal, I suddenly just get worse. I’m crying, only just started and it’s already making me puke and get all dizzy. I can’t feel emotion or even talk too loud or my head feels like it’s bursting open. I hate it. I hate it! I want it to stop. I wish I could just feel peace in my own body. If I eat, I puke it all out, if I drink, I puke it all out, if I walk, puke!! I don’t get why. Each day I get more purple, and the thought keeps popping into my mind…I’m basically just a corpse at this point. Purple, motionless and unable to control my bodily stuff. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, but I wanna know. Plz smart ppl come here!!