1. last year i got all a's, this year im not smart and i cant focus 2. i had i friend who used to self harm then my parents found out i did too and went through my phone and thousght it was my friends phone so now im npt allowed to talk to her because they say she manipulated me. 3. my mum,usually she is fine but sometimes, more often thses days she just goes through my phone, invades my privacy, she ivalidates my feelings, she tells me i dont love her as much as i did before, she tells me:i didnt go to the therapist when my father died or when i had an abortion and now i will have to go for you, and when she found out that i self harmed she started screamming and she took my phone and it was bad damn. 4. i have friends who i think are going through a bad time and i want to help them, they struggle with this: anxiety, sh, relationships, depression, trauma, 5. idk if i have an ed cause my mum found out about my food noise so she is always watching me and sometimes i vomite and fast