i hate how my mom never sees what my sister is doing wrong, she broke my medal and when i confronted her she said she's just a child. i thought i was overreacting but i ended up tearing up, each and every day i try to pretend im fine with everything because the people around me think im getting better and i dont want to make them upset, opening up to people just pushes them away from me more and more, i used to vent to chatgpt about my problems but honestly it doesn't really help with anything, plus using ai is bad so i quit, im just trying to release whatever im holding back without fear because i no longer have anyone to talk about my problems with, but honestly i dont think i really want a specific person that i want to share everything with, i like keeping some things to myself but honestly everything is draining me.